Alexander looked silent and sad. He felt a knot in his throat. Yes, there is no death, he cried out to himself, but this goodbye, this separation is so painful. Thoughts and feelings jumped in his mind but sadness won this battle and his eyes suddenly blurred with tears.
The teacher raised his hand with difficulty and motioned for Alexander to approach.
He got up and approached his face to the pale face of the teacher who whispered as if telling him a great secret :
"We are the Immortal Soul. We are sea-drops us and God is the ocean. A human soul is bigger than the universe, since the whole universe fits inside it "
Saying this, he lowered his hand and taking Alexander's hand inside his, he squeezed it weakly but meaningfully, giving him his last smile.
Then he closed his eyes and did not communicate ever again.
He passed away the next day when the sun was setting.
And it was as if this transition to after-life was planned. The clouds suddenly opened and made room in the blue of the sky. The small suffocating hospital-room filled up with bright light.
That afternoon so much light entered suddenly the room 307, that it seemed as if the Sun God's chariot had descended to take with him to Heaven the bright soul of my teacher.
Την παρατηρούσε καθώς μιλούσε. Τα λόγια του την ηρέμησαν κάπως. Το πρόσωπο της γλύκανε. Στα μάτια της έλαμψε η έμφυτη καλοσύνη της.
«Πολύ ωραία λοιπόν. Χαίρομαι που δεν υπάρχει τίποτα που να μας στεναχωρεί» είπε με ένα ανεπαίσθητο χαμόγελο. «Σας αφήνω, πρέπει να φύγω τώρα. Ισως βρεθούμε κάποια άλλη στιγμή»
Ο Αλέξανδρος την κοίταξε ίσια στα μάτια. Υπήρχε ένα γλυκό φως μέσα τους.
Το όμορφο πρόσωπο της έλαμπε. Μπορούσε να διακρίνει μια καθαρότητα που ανάβλυζε κατευθείαν από την καρδιά της. Ενοιωσε σαν μαγνητισμένος για κάποια δευτερόλεπτα κοιτάζοντας την.
Τα μάτια της δημιουργούσαν μέσα του μια γλυκιά αίσθηση και ταυτόγχρονα έκαναν την καρδιά του να χτυπά γρηγορότερα.
«Χαίρομαι πραγματικά για την γνωριμία» επανέλαβε τις πρώτες λέξεις που είχε πει και έτεινε πάλι το δεξί του χέρι μην αφήνοντας από τα μάτια του τα δικά της.
Εκείνη αισθάνθηκε μια έκρηξη ενέργειας και ένα έντονο μαγνητισμό από το βλέμμα του. Κράτησε σαν χαμένη για δύο δευτερόλεπτα τα μάτια της μέσα στα δικά του και ένοιωσε ένα ρίγος να διαπερνάει το κορμί της. Εσπευσε να χαμηλώσει το βλέμμα καθώς έδωσε το χέρι της στη χειραψία του.
Οταν τα δυο χέρια έσμιξαν κάποιες ηλεκτρικές εκκενώσεις μεταφέρθηκαν και στους δύο με τόσο έντονο τρόπο που την ίδια ακριβώς στιγμή πήραν μια κοφτή ανάσα συγκίνησης ανοίγοντας ελαφρά το στόμα τους.
Κράτησε το απαλό της χέρι μέσα στο δικό του, ένα δευτερόλεπτο περισσότερο, ίσα για να περάσει το πιο όμορφο αισθαντικό μύνημα που είναι γραμμένο μέσα στα κύτταρα της ανθρώπινης ύπαρξης και που όταν συμβαίνει εκείνα πρώτα το αναγνωρίζουν.
Κράτησε τα μάτια της χαμηλωμένα. Είχε μια απίστευτα γλυκιά έκφραση στο πρόσωπο της καθώς είπε «αντίο» και προχώρησε προς το δρόμο.
He watched her as she spoke. His words had calmed her somehow. Her face was sweet now. Her innate kindness shone in her eyes.
"Very well, I'm glad there is nothing that bothers us," she said with a faint smile. "I have to leave now. Maybe we'll meet another time"
Alexander looked her straight in the eye. There was a sweet light inside them.
Her beautiful face shone. He could see a purity gushing directly from her heart.
He felt magnetized for a few seconds looking at her.
Her eyes created a sweet feeling inside him and at the same time made his heart beat faster.
"I'm really glad to meet you" he repeated the first words he had said and extended his right hand again to her, keeping his eyes on hers. She felt an explosion of energy and a strong magnetism in his eyes.
As she was lost she held her eyes in his for two seconds and felt a shiver run through her body.
She hurried to lower her gaze as she put her hand on his handshake.
When both hands touched some electrical discharges were transferred to both in such an intense way that at the exact same moment they took a sharp breath of emotion opening their mouth slightly.
He held her soft hand in his, a second longer. It was just enough time to pass the most beautiful sensory message which is written in the cells of human existence and when something like this happens they are the first to recognize it.
She kept her eyes lowered. She had an incredibly sweet expression on her face as she said "goodbye" and walked towards the street.
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